Monday, December 30, 2019

2020 Goal Setting

Time:
5k- sub-16:30, sub-16:15, sub-16:00
10k- sub-35:00, sub-34:30, sub-34:00
half- sub-1:16:40, sub-1:16:00, sub-1:15
marathon- sub-2:40

Goal Races:
5/11 US 25k Champs
9/29 Berlin Marathon

Fun:
Run a beer mile
Run a cross country race
Run an ultra marathon
Complete a triathlon (any distance)

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This is what I put up at the start of 2019. I came pretty close to my goals. I ran 16:20 for 5k, didn't run a 10k, ran 1:16:03 for the half (chose Indy 1/2 over the 25k Champs), and ran a 2:42 marathon with a pretty close to broken bone in my foot after not running for basically two weeks before the race. I forgot to have fun apparently. I did not cross off any of those goals but, to be honest, going for the bottom two at least would have meant very different training.

Here are my 2020 goals:

Mile- sub-Kipchoge's MP (4:33.8)
5k- sub-16:00
10k- sub-34:00, as close to 33 as you can go
half-  sub-1:15, sub-1:14, as low as you can go
marathon- sub-2:40, as close to 2:35 as you can go

Goal Races:

Winter: Austin 3M Half Marathon
Spring: Shamrock 8k, Cherry Blossom 10 Miler, BAA 5k, Indy Mini 1/2
Summer: 1 5k (tbd), 1 10k (tbd), Fulton St. Mile
Fall: Run Mag Mile 10k, Chicago Marathon
Winter: Club XC

Not a ton more to say. I'm usually too ambitious with goals. I've been recycling a lot of the same goal times for years. I will say that this year should be a bit different. I always say sub-16 but then train for marathons and wonder why I can't run fast over 5k. I popped a 16:20 off of half marathon training and then a month of mile/5k work. With focus on the shorter stuff this year, I think I might be able to finally give 16:00 a go. I'll have a really good opportunity at the BAA 5k. If I don't get it there, I'll take another crack at it in June.

I'm also going to try to focus less on time to better focus on time. I coached college cross country last fall and I learned from the head coach that time isn't everything. We divided races into four parts as a team: getting off the line, finding your rhythm, maintaining, and finishing strong. There is an optional 5th part we dubbed "catching bodies" to explain your finishing kick. I used this framework in Berlin after I thought all hope was lost and ended up putting a decent race together on the day. By focusing on my rhythm and maintaining in the second half of the race, I got to 23 miles at sub-2:40 pace. I came really close to that barrier when I hadn't run in two weeks and was fighting through an injury. I hope to get fit this spring, relax more in races, and let the times come naturally. With that said, I am going to train for the above times and try to improve as much as I can in 2020.

Tuesday, December 3, 2019

US Olympic Marathon Trials Preview

US Olympic Marathon Trials Preview

Most casual running fans, or fans of the Olympics, are probably vaguely aware that each country gets to send three athletes to compete for a chance at world glory in a given event. The Olympic Marathon can be unpredictable and, with it being run in the dead of summer, gives almost anyone who lines up a chance to compete for a medal. For whatever reason, World Athletics (T&F’s governing body) is reducing the field size for the 2020 Olympic Marathon to about 80 runners for both the men and women. For reference, that basically cuts the field in half from previous years. There are some at the top of the sport that think making events like this more exclusive will somehow grow the sport. We have traditionally selected Team USA in a pretty straightforward way. Line up anybody who has run a really fast marathon at the same race. Finish in the top-3 and you get to represent the US in the Olympic Marathon. Until a couple months ago, World Athletics had said individual governing bodies could send who they wanted to for the marathon but that those athletes needed to have run under their Olympic Marathon standard. World Athletics set their marathon standard at 2:11:30 for men and 2:29:30 for women. A top-10 finish at a World Marathon Major (think of the biggest marathons out there like Boston and New York) or a top-5 at an IAAF Gold Label Race (pretty well established races) would also count. With this wrinkle, you could theoretically have finished in the top-3 at the US Olympic Marathon Trials and would not go to the Olympics if you did not have the standard. Maybe the 8th place finisher gets to go to the Olympics because runners placing in front of them did not have the standard but they do. Confused yet? We did, however, receive some good news on this front. The United States was given an exemption and will get to send its top-3 finishers to the Olympic games. The United States Olympic Marathon Trials is now considered a Gold Label race which means the top-3 will get to go to the Olympics and that the next two finishers can serve as alternates if anybody gets hurt prior to the games. Hundreds will get to line up at the US Olympic Trials. The beauty of our sport is that everyone has a chance to finish in the top-3 and become an Olympian. Let’s take a closer look at some of the main contenders.
The Women:
If you asked me, even just one year ago, I would have said that Shalane Flanagan, Amy Cragg, and Des Linden, looked poised to reclaim their spots on the 2016 Olympic Team. You might remember Cragg and Flanagan, Bowerman Track Club teammates, working together at the 2016 Trials in the LA heat. Cragg was handling the conditions better and was encouraging Flanagan to stay with her in the later stages of the race but eventually had to push forward and took the win. Des finished second, while Flanagan held onto third before collapsing at the finish. Flanagan, Cragg, and Des, all went on to finish in the top-10 at the Rio Games. Shalane went on to win the NYC Marathon in 2017 and placed 3rd there in 2018. Since then, however, she had surgery on her knee and announced her retirement from the sport. Cragg went on to take 3rd at the 2017 World Championships and then ran 2:21 at the Tokyo Marathon in 2018. Amy has been battling injuries since those terrific performances, having only managed a 1:13 half marathon and 34 minute 10k in recent months. Des, well Des, won the 2018 Boston Marathon in the rain, cold, and wind. She most recently finished as the top American at the NYC Marathon, placing 6th overall. She ran fearlessly in the race and briefly had the lead right before the halfway mark. Des has been America’s most consistent marathoner inthe last decade but seems to be leaving things up in the air as to if she wants to chase another Olympic berth. At this point, we do not know if Des will be on the start line in February. All three of the aforementioned women could have been seen as locks for the 2020 team at different times over the last couple of years. Could we see a 2020 Olympic Team without any of them on it?
One of the reasons that marathon team spots are not safe is that talent in female marathoning in the United States is getting better and better. There are more than 300 individual female Trials qualifiers. I’ll say it differently — more than 300 women have run under 2:45:00 (6:17 pace) for the 26.2 mile distance since September 1, 2017. There are more than a dozen women you can make a serious case for to finish in the top-3. Jordan Hasay burst onto the marathon scene with a 2:23 debut at Boston in 2017. She then dropped a 2:20-high at Chicago the following October. She battled some injuries but got back on track with a 3rd place finish at Boston last April. After talking about going for the American Record (Deena Kastor’s 2:19:36- 5:19/mile) at Chicago this fall, she made it only 5km before pulling off the course. Indications from her camp is that recovery is going well. Hasay is now being advised by Paula Radcliffe after the disbandment of the Nike Oregon Project. You have to wonder how this affects Jordan and her chances of making this team. Molly Huddle is perhaps the most decorated (multiple national titles & national records) female runner in American history. Based on her prowess at distances up to the half marathon, you would expect her marathon PR to be faster than the 2:26 she ran at London this past spring. London was her first attempt at a marathon on a truly fast course. There is not a ton of money in pro running. For a US marathoner, the bigger payday is going to come at domestic races like New York, Chicago and Boston, versus a faster European race. Huddle debuted in the marathon in NYC in 2:28 and ran 2:26 there last fall to finish just behind Shalane Flanagan. I would never count Molly out. On paper, she has faster PRs than everyone lining up at the Trials at half marathon and under. She had a strong spring and summer, returning to the 10k. Molly’s training partner, Emily Sisson, might be the one to stop Huddle from making this team. Sisson ran 2:23 to finish ahead of Huddle in London and beat Huddle at the Stanford 10k in April, where both women ran under-31:00. Huddle got the better of Sisson at the US 10k Champs and at Worlds. There are several more women knocking, if not trying to tear down the door to get on this team. We’re talking about the likes of Sara Hall, Sally Kipyego, Kellyn Taylor, Aliphine Tuliamuk, Nell Rojas, Allie Kieffer, Emma Bates, Roberta Groner, Stephanie Bruce, Sam Bluske, Lindsay Flanagan, Sam Roecker, Michele Lee, and Carrie Dimoff. All of these women have run under 2:31. From this list, I certainly would not count out anyone from NAZ Elite. Taylor has shown that she is fearless at the marathon, and at any distance for that matter. She almost beat Sisson at the US 10k Champs and then almost caught Des in NYC. Bruce grabbed a new PR in Chicago and can certainly hang with the top women. Tuliamuk popped a 2:26 in Rotterdam last spring and was the third American in NYC. Emma Bates and Sara Hall have been trading blows on the US road racing scene all year and both ran really strong fall races. Bates was 4th at Chicago in 2:25, while Hall ran 2:22 in Berlin. Hall tried to run NYC just a few weeks later but dropped out. 2:25 or so is probably the kind of fitness you are going to need to be in coming into this race to make the team. Times will likely be slower than that on the hilly Atlanta course but you will need to be in better shape to compete here. The course design may give good hill runners and runners who do their homework an advantage. I am very interested to see if team spots go to household names in US Women’s Marathoning or if we will see any first time Olympians emerge.
The men:
The top-4 entrants, Galen Rupp, Leonard Korir, Scott Fauble, and Jared Ward, are sitting atop US men’s marathoning. They are the only men to go under the 2:10 barrier during the qualifying time frame. Sub-2:10 is not what is used to be when World Marathon Majors are often won in 2:05 or better, or by someone who has that kind of potential in a more tactical race. American men are often criticized for running in the 2:10–2:14 range. I will say a few things on this. The first is that only 14 American men have run under 2:10 on record eligible courses according to data from World Athletics. That number does not include Fauble or Ward who both ran 2:09 at Boston this past spring. If you allow all courses to count, this number jumps up to 21. What I am trying to say is that very few American men have run that kind of a time. Sub-2:10 is still a very big deal. Yes, runners like Eluid Kipchoge are raising the bar in global marathoning, but a sub-2:10 American is still going to be very competitive at a World Marathon Major and at the Olympics. One other reason for a lack of sub-2:10 men is the decision for many US runners to run US majors. I mentioned this while talking about the women. The US Majors can be very unpredictable. While a course like Boston is deemed to be too downhill to be record eligible, you almost never catch a perfect weather day like in 2011 when Geoffrey Mutai ran 2:03 and Ryan Hall ran 2:04. It seems like it is more likely that you catch a hot/cold/windy day instead. There is still plenty of uphill in the second half of the race to keep things honest. New York City usually gets decent weather but can be a tough course. You have hills. You have bridges. You have an uphill finish in Central Park. The course record at New York is just a shade over 2:05 for men. That should tell you something about its difficulty. Chicago fits the flat and fast mold but, in early October, you know there is a good chance it will be too hot and/or humid for fast times. All of this is to say that I think American men are right where they should be. At the 2016 Olympics, Rupp took bronze and Ward took 6th. Ward had “only” a 2:12 personal best heading into the race. He beat a lot of people who had faster PRs. So instead of complaining about our runners and the financial choices they might need to make to stay home and run US majors, I’m going to highlight a number of guys who can threaten for a top-3 spot if any of the Big 4 fall off.
There are currently 63 men who have run sub-2:15 in the qualifying window. As previously mentioned, the hilly configuration of the Atlanta course might allow for more runners to stay in the race longer or runners who are good hill runners to stick around longer. Nobody is just going to go out and time trial a fast time on their own. There are a lot of guys to like in the sub-2:13 range. Remember, Ward was a 2:14 guy before the 2016 Trials. He ran 2:12 in the heat to make the team and then ran 2:11 in Rio. I can see anybody I mention below following a similar trajectory. The American men went HAM in Chicago this year! We saw a slew of guys run 2:10–2:11: Jacob Riley, Jerrell Mock, Parker Stinson, Andrew Bumbalough, Matthew McDonald, Scott Smith, Brendan Gregg, Noah Droddy, Wilkerson Given, Diego Estrada. Chicago finally had good weather and look what happened! Stinson put together a strong race after setting the US 25k record this past May. Droddy is the people’s champ and will have his fair share of fans lining the Atlanta streets. He is a Division 3 legend, has great hair, seems to really be working hard, and is one of the more relatable runners out there. Your guess is as good as mine as to who beats who from this list in Atlanta. I think any of these guys could wind up in the top-3. Other contenders include Elkaneh Kibet, who ran 2:11 in Chicago in 2015. A string of somewhat disappointing results followed but he regained form with another 2:11 in Boston this past spring. Tim Ritchie appears to be on the lower end of the mileage spectrum for elite runners, having been quoted as saying he trained in the 80–85 mile range before CIM in 2017. What happened at that race? He ran 2:11 and won after not leading for much of the race due to heroic front running by Matt Llano (who got his 2:11 in Berlin this year). After CIM, Ritchie fell victim at Boston, 2018, as many others did. He bounced back with a 15th place finish at NYC last fall but finished behind guys he needs to beat in order to make this team. I’m still not counting him out. His sweet spot seems to be the half marathon. He dropped a 1:01:23 in 2015 and has put together solid performances at the US 20k Champs, Half Marathon Champs, and 25k Champs, over the years.
Let’s talk about the master’s division: Abdi Abdirahman vs Bernard Lagat. You knew this was coming. Lagat is 44 years old and does not seem to be aging. He struggled in his first marathon attempt, but ran 2:12 this summer. In 2016, he won the Olympic Trials 5k at age 41, outkicking the likes of Hassan Mead, Paul Chelimo, Eric Jenkins, Ben True, and Ryan Hill. Abdi knocked out a 2:11 in NYC this year!!! You have got to be kidding me! Either man could run 2:12 and make this team or finish in 2:20 after going out with the leaders. Either way, they’re going to be in the thick of things and that is something I am definitely here for. Who do you like to claim the top Master’s spot?
Conner McMillan, Andrew Colley, Augustus Maiyo, and Tyler McCandless, are all 2:12 performers. McMillan ran his 2:12 most recently in NYC. That’s pretty dang impressive to say the least. Maiyo and Colley ran their 2:12s at the Pan American Games and at the Grandma’s marathon, respectively. McCandless’ 2:12 comes from CIM back in 2017. Brogan Austin won CIM in 2:12 in 2018 but has been struggling with some recent injuries. I refuse to count out veteran guys like Ryan Vail, Chris Derrick, Shadrack Biwott, and Kiya Dandena. They have all shown the kind of fitness or potential at some point in the past to be considered a contender for this team. A few more names that I just want to throw out in no particular order are Haron Lagat, Brian Shrader, Craig Leon, Martin Hehir, Fernando Cabada, and Tyler Pennel. Please do not @ me if I passed over someone. The point is, I think US marathoning is very strong right now and that so many people have the opportunity to make some noise at the Trials. You might remember Pennel from the huge move he made at the 2016 Trials to break up the lead pack. He wound up a hard fought 5th place. He was the 4th American in NYC in November. One more name to get people talking: Ritz. Ritz ran a somewhat under the radar 1:01 at the RNR New Orleans Half Marathon this past spring. Not many people I’ve written about can run that fast. Yes, he hasn’t put together a great or even a good marathon in a hot minute but it would be foolish to count someone with his talent out. He ran a 1:04 half marathon in Chicago in late July. Nobody sets a half marathon PR in Chicago in July — it was hot and humid for the race and it was supposed to be a Chicago tune-up. We, unfortunately, did not get to see him toe the line in Chicago. He was a DNS. Plenty of people made a hard move from more of a dark horse to being a legitimate contender after the fall marathon season. Now let’s see who can back it up.
One more thing to note is that Galen Rupp shook things up at the 2016 Trials by debuting in the marathon and winning the race. You can qualify for the Olympic Marathon Trials without running a marathon, but by running under the half marathon standard. There are some interesting names who have the half marathon standard. This is purely speculative, but anybody mentioned below should be watched closely if they choose to run. Paul Chelimo and Stanley Kebenei are the first two that jump out right towards the top of the half marathon list. Paul Chelimo is likely all in on the 5k/10k Olympic double but he does have the half standard. He makes any race he is in objectively more entertaining. I am 100% here for him treating the Marathon Trials like a fartlek workout and playing games with the entire field. It won’t happen but it would be amazing. Kebenei is a shade under 1:02 in the half which makes him a contender is he chooses to run. Reed Fischer has run 1:02-low but did not get to run his debut marathon in Chicago this fall after suffering an injury. Ben True has been a staple on the 5k and 10k racing circuit for years. He won his debut half marathon in NYC in 2018. He, however, finished 10th there last year. Last but not least, I will stoke the fire once more. Jim Walmsley, perhaps more of a hot button topic in the running world than a political conversation at the Thanksgiving dinner table, ran 1:04 on the nose to secure the half marathon standard. He is probably running over a mountain as you read this. Again, the course in Atlanta favors the strong. Jim is certainly that. I’m not saying he will finish top-3, or even top-10 or top-25, but you cannot tell me you aren’t a little curious where one of the best ultra marathoner/trail runners stacks up in a race like this with a field like this. Wherever you fall on this or on anything else that I’ve said, just try to relax and have some fun. I’m looking forward to the races and hope you are too!
***BUT WHAT ABOUT THE SHOES***
If you’ve made it this far, Strava kudos to you. I purposefully wanted to have a conversation about how good these runners are without focusing on shoes. I’ll say a couple of things on the Vaporfly’s. The first is that Nike is very good at marketing. Everybody is rocking the Vaporfly’s but nobody can say, with certainty, how much they really help. They probably do help but Nike loves how much their shoes are being talked about. Nike exists to make money. The shoes are good but we still don’t have any sort of ruling from World Athletics. There are some studies out there, but not enough. Molly Huddle expressed uncertainty about the shoes. My hope is that other companies have their version of the Vaporfly’s (which first debuted in May of 2017) ready to go or let their athletes wear the Vaporfly’s just so we can avoid the what-if games (which could be valid, I just don’t know). I don’t know if the non-Vaporfly 4th place runner that finished 30 seconds back of a Vaporfly runner got snubbed. This field is super talented and super deep. I want the runners to decide things. I’m in for anything that allows that to happen.

Saturday, October 12, 2019

Berlin Marathon -- 2:42:49 on a stress reaction

Do people still use Blogger anymore? Whatever, I guess I still do and I'm still trying to process my race in Berlin 2 weeks ago so here we are. After my blood clot in the fall of 2016, I ran a 1:16:40 half marathon in May, 2017, and then ran 4 marathons over the span of a year. My pre-clot (TM) PR was 2:47 from Chicago, 2013. I wasn't able to put a good marathon together from 2014-2016, figuring out post college work/life balance and getting an abundance of health issues under control. 1:16:40 was encouraging. It told me that a marathon in the 2:40-2:45 range was possible. Sub-2:40 was not out of the question with the right training. I wanted to marathon so badly that I signed up for one a few weeks after the half. I trained specifically for the half and wanted to see what I could do off of that fitness. I ran a 2:46 with a 1:22 first half and a 1:24 second half. It was a weird race. I started too slow through 10k and then ran my next 13.1 @ sub-2:40 marathon pace, only to go a little backwards in the final 10k. It was a small town marathon with little to help distract me later in the race. I was happy but not content. I was also looking forward to the NYC Marathon in November. I would tackle that race 1 year after having my clot &, although I did not need to, I raised money for blood clot research. I put in a great summer and fall of training. I was ready to crush 2:40. It was my best build-up ever and I was feeling strong. Race day brought humidity, warmer than I would have liked temps, and some rain. I went out in 1:20-flat and faded hard in the second half. I had to stop a couple of times with some cramping and ended up with a 2:47. I was disappointed in myself. I made (probably the wrong) decision to ignore the weather and run what I thought I was ready for versus what I could have run on the day. I then went to CIM a month later because I already had friends going. Off of limited running in between, I went 2:44:01. I ran super even and knew I had more in me if I hadn't already had NYC in my legs. I then ran Boston in 2018. I ran 2:44:51 in the rain/wind/cold. It was a very strong run after putting in good training but I was left thinking, again, what could I really do on the right day. Surely that performance was worth something better. Surely I was ready for something faster before that but my PR was stuck on 2:44:01. I moved to Chicago shortly after that which made things easy preparing for the Chicago Marathon in 2018. I, again, found good fitness but race day was an absolute disaster. I ran 2:51 on a somewhat humid day. I didn't have it from the start which was strange. I found myself in the hospital a couple weeks later. I do not know if the two were related but I had to take until late January, 2019, to resume running again.

I came back with a vengeance and improved on my two year old half marathon PR off of just a little more than 3 months of training. I ran 1:16:03. It was a solid performance but I, again, did not have anywhere close to a perfect day. It was humid and downpoured. I also over-hydrated and got a side stitch halfway through the race that cost me some time. I basically ran 5:45 pace for 12.1 miles but had a 6:20ish mile 7 where I worked through the cramp. I was happy with the PR but frustrated yet again. I worked on my mile and 5k after that and ended up with a 4:47 road mile on a hot day where I front ran to a win and a 16:20 5k where I lost to someone who ran 16:07 where we ran the first 1.5 miles together and then I trailed for about 100m the rest of the race. I then started on my Berlin Marathon build-up. The plan was 15 weeks harder than I had ever gone before. I ended up with 9 weeks over 100 miles (113 peak) in the first 13 weeks. On the Monday after week 13, with two weeks to go until Berlin, I felt a sharp pain on the top of my foot. I went to a sports podiatrist, got an MRI, and found out that I had a stress reaction. It wasn't a full fracture but the race was in question. My doctor told me she basically would have shut anyone else down and that there wasn't much hope in racing but still tried to help me start the race. We did laser therapy. I didn't run but I cross trained furiously. I was put in a walking boot. After nearly two weeks off, I arrived in Berlin and tried a test run. I was still in a lot of pain but was there, got my number, and decided to give it a go. How much fitness did I lose? Was I still in the kind of shape I thought I was in? Pre-injury, I wanted 2:36-2:38. With the injury, I thought 2:40 could still be in play but wanted to be conservative and start off slower, knowing very well that I might have to drop out if the pain was too much. I did 2 x mile @ 6:00 pace a couple days before the race and it felt terrible after the time off and with the pain. It felt more like 10k pace. I ran 16 @ 5:58 pace, in a 22 miler, in training, feeling comfortable the whole way. I wasn't feeling the race to be totally honest. I was angry. I feel like I just haven't been dealt the right hand going into any goal race. I tried to block all that out and run my race. To my credit, I executed things pretty damn well.

(close to the finish about to go under the Brandenburg Gate)
If my body was going to cooperate, I wanted to be 1:20-1:21 through 13.1 miles. That seemed very conservative when I was planning on 1:18 just a couple of weeks prior. It was a touch warmer and more humid than I would have liked at the start. I was able to get out pretty easily from Corral B (2:40-2:50, A was sub-2:40 runners). Everyone starts out too fast no matter what race or what distance. I knew the race was measured in kilometers so I knew going out conservatively meant 3:50-3:55 or so. I executed perfectly through the first 5k in 19:04 (2:41-flat pace). I was in pain and was assessing my chances of getting through the race with each step. Despite that weighing on me, I started to get into a groove and the kilometers started to click off a bit faster. I ran 18:44, 18:42, 18:52, for my next 3 5k's to get to 20k. I knew I was going to come through halfway under 1:20. I came through in 1:19:30, which is the fastest I have ever hit halfway in a marathon but I also felt stronger than in some of my past attempts. I thought sub-2:40 could happen. I thought 2:38 could happen. Berlin allows you to bring your own bottles so I had Maurten at 15 & 30km. I also had gels to take at 8km, 22-23km, and 35km. With the drinks, I figured I would nail my fueling. I got my bottle at 15km and felt like a pro! By 30km, things were getting harder. I hit 19:04 and 18:51 for my two 5k's from 20 to 30km. At 30km, however, I did not see where the bottles were supposed to be. I lost out on 80g of carbs and water. I held out hope that the station was moved up a little but realized I must of missed it. I could feel my body getting tight and was hoping I would just hold on for another 12k. I ate my last gel a little earlier than I would of liked and plowed on ahead. I went 19:06 from 30-35k. At that point, I was still on 2:39:32 pace. I had some time to spare to get under 2:40. I wanted it with every bone in my body. At 37-38km, however, my body had other plans. Similar to NYC, I cramped up so badly. My left hamstring seized and locked up. I came to a dead stop. I kept trying to run and walk forward but my body was in a world of pain. I took a minute and my mind went to so many places. To 2:40 going out the window. To not being able to finish. To running a bad time. To all the wasted training the last year, the last several years. To never being able to run to my training. To what could have been if I wasn't running on a nearly broken bone in my foot and had been able to run the previous two weeks. To what I could do with good weather as the rain was coming down. Eventually I got going again and tried to get to the finish line. I was forced to stop one more time. I kept drinking everything offered to me on the course.

(exhausted runner, exhibit 1)
From 35-40km, with the two stops, I split a 22-flat 5k. Something great started to happen after 40k. My stride came back. I'm pretty sure I split my fastest kilometer from 41-42k. I did the math and knew I had to close really hard to come in under 2:43. I refocused on that goal, put my head down, picked some people off, and crossed the line in 2:42:49. That's a new PR by a little over a minute. I just feel like it could have been so much more. I feel like I've been ready for 2:42 since 2013. I feel like the fall of 2017 could have been sub-2:40. I feel like Boston was worth sub-2:40. I dunno, it's just tough to only take off 5 minutes in 6 years. I have big goals and dreams for the marathon. My plan is to go away from the marathon for a little while to better help me achieve those goals. If I want to say, run a sub-2:30 marathon someday, I need to run a half marathon in the 1:11-12 range. I've run 1:16 on the nose. I feel like I should be a 1:14/2:36 guy or thereabouts right now but I'm really just 1:16/2:42. My plan is to focus on shorter distances for a year and a half before returning to the marathon in the spring of 2021. That means going quite a bit of time with a 2:42 PR. I know it's probably the right call. Marathon training is challenging and you can't really PR at the 10k or half during training if you're all in on marathon pace. My plan is to run a spring half and then a fall half and honestly see how close I can get to the 1:11-1:12 range. It's ambitious and I'm just a 1:16/2:42 runner. Some would call that a bit out there but I know I have more in me. Berlin wasn't the day I envisioned but after all I went through, and gutting that race out after not running and on a stress reaction, I definitely know that's not my ceiling. That's why I run. To test my limits.

I'm still a bit down without having a result next to my name that I can look at and say that is the absolute best that I can do. Running is hard. I want to find out but it's hard getting trapped in the what if games. I can't run right now. I'm back in the boot. The plan is for four weeks completely off and if all goes well I get to run at that time. It means yet another comeback. Yet another time having to regain fitness. It's always two steps forward, 1 step (or more) backwards. Kipchoge just broke 2. The Chicago Marathon is tomorrow and the weather looks perfect. I'm longing for a 40 degree day, with no injuries, no wind, no humidity, good fluid intake, etc. I don't know if that will ever happen but I love to run. I'm going to give it another go until it stops being fun. I had fun in Berlin even through the pain. Coming back all the time takes some of that joy out of it. I'm going to try to stay positive, stay at peace with the person and runner I've become, and stick to the plan. If I never get faster at the mile to the half marathon, as a 27 year old, I don't think I'm too far away from my ceiling. I think I can get to 1:14/2:36 or so. I feel like I'm there now. I could keep training with my current footspeed and see if I can hit those times, but I'm dreaming of bigger and better. I would like to get under 1:14 before the spring of 2021. That would mean a marathon time under 2:36 is attainable. I want to see what I really can do. It's not going to be easy. I like marathon training more than speed training but I'm going to give myself a shot at really getting better at this thing. The plan is for Tokyo or Boston or a European Marathon in the spring of 2021. I want to run two big half marathon PRs before then.

Tuesday, May 7, 2019

Indy Mini Marathon -- 1:16:03 PR 6 months post hospital stay!! #StopTheClot

I've been up & down over the last few days about my race on May 4th. I ran 1:16:40 to set my then half marathon PR in the spring of 2017. The race came after I had had a blood clot six months prior. I built off of that race and tackled four marathons in ten months. That wasn't really the plan. After running 1:16 in the spring of 2017, I signed up for a June marathon. I ran a 2:46 on a weirdly paced day. I was targeting something in the low to mid 2:40s and ran with a group the first few miles who said they wanted the same but we slipped into the 6:30s miles 3 to 6. I panicked and ran 6:00-flat for the next 13 miles and then ran some slower miles. It ended up being a 1:22 first half and 1:24 second half. I ran the NYC Marathon in November and blew up spectacularly on a humid day. The race was a logistical nightmare. I went out in 1:20-flat and came home in 1:27. I had done some really great training that indicated sub-2:40 potential. I was mad so I ran CIM four weeks later. I ran even 1:22 splits and knew there was more to give but was happy with the PR. I then ran Boston in April of 2018. I was greeted with horrible weather but somehow managed to run 2:44 again. I then trained in earnest for Chicago, 2018. Six months of nothing glorious -- no racing, just high mileage and big workouts. I ran an awful race but then had some major breathing issues a week after the race. I was misdiagnosed at the time but we think I had another blood clot. I wasn't able to run from mid-October until mid-January. I came back hungry but also had to rebuild my engine altogether. By this spring, I came out on the other side and ran some really great races & workouts:

4/7 Good Life Race 5k- 16:44
4/10- 8 x 800m @ 2:43 + 4 x 400m @ 76
4/13 Lakefront 10 Miler- 57:57
4/17- 3 miles @ 5:35, 3:00 jog, 6 x 2:00 @ 5:12 pace, 2:00 easy, 3 miles @ 5:42 pace
4/20- 1600m in 5:16, 8 x 300m (55 >>> 52), 200m in 33
4/21- 18 miles @ 6:45 pace
4/24- 3 x (3200m, 400m) w./ 400 jogs: 11:15 (5:38, 5:37), 75, 11:15 (5:40, 5:35), 76, 11:12 (5:40, 5:32), 72

One good rule in interpreting a race after you run it is that you should not complain about a PR. 

Here's what I wrote pre-race: I believe that I can crack 1:15:00 or come very close. A good day is seeing 1:14 on the clock or 1:15-mid. A day I'll still feel good about is seeing a PR even if it is by a couple of seconds.

The result: a 1:16:03 Half Marathon PR of 37 seconds. Am I happy with that? Of course not. That would be off brand. I know I shouldn't really complain after not being able to run, having to build back up, and then coming away with a PR, but I feel like I've been so close to running faster than that but haven't. I thought I was in sub-2:40 shape before NYC and Boston. I didn't get to run a half before those races but feel like 1:15 would have been right. In this race, I thought I could threaten 1:15 and at least run 1:15-mid. I took the race out a touch too hot in the mid-5:30s. I settled down with back to back 5:45s and came through 5k on 1:14:50ish pace. I ran two more 5:45s or so and came through 5 miles right on 1:15-flat pace. The race conditions were not great. We were met with steady rain and wind and humidity. Although the temperatures were fine, I don't do great in the heat/humidity, so I preemptively took in some water at 5 miles. Almost immediately, my stomach started to cramp. I fell off the two other runners I had been running with by 5 seconds at 10k. I split a 6:15ish mile 6 to 7, as I fought off the stomach cramp. I couldn't go at the same tempo. I tried to change my strides, my breathing, my thoughts were going dark. I thought my day was over. I kept pressing different parts of my abdomen and eventually things got better. I was able to get it back to 5:50 for 8 & 9 & then was able to go 5:42 for mile 10. I ran my last 5k in 17:56 which is 5:46 pace or 1:15:40 half marathon pace. Basically, I ran 1:14-1:15 pace for 12.1 miles of the race. The 6:15 mile and the end of mile 6 and the start of mile 8 lost me about :30-45 seconds. Without the side stitch, I walk away with a 1:15-mid. I sprinted hard and ran 5:28 pace from 20k to the finish but came up 4 seconds short of 1:15:59. I know it sounds silly but it would not be as frustrating if I could say I ran 1:15. There isn't much difference between 1:15:59 and 1:16:03. It just would have been nice to have a different number for my PR. Either way, I know I could have run 1:15-low/mid on the day, maybe even 1:14-high without the wind/rain. My body is trashed because I ran 90+% of the race as hard as I could have. I don't know when I'll get to run a half next. I'm all in on the Berlin Marathon in the fall so it might not be until well after that. So for now I sit at 1:16:03. Calculators convert that to a 2:39-flat marathon. A 1:15-low/mid would get me 2:37 or 2:38. It would just feel better to know I have run the half that converts faster. I just have to keep proving to myself that I know I'm a better runner than that and go into Berlin with big goals. I want to run 2:37. I want to break 6:00/mile for the marathon. I'm not shying away because I ran 1:16:03 instead of 1:15. If I keep progressing and feel like 2:34-2:36 is possible then I'm going to go for that. I'm ready for a big result in the marathon and I'm going to do everything I can to make that happen.

For now, it's about recovery for the next week or so. I'm targeting a 1 mile, a 5k, and a 10k to touch up on some speed before starting my intentional marathon block in mid-June. From there, it's 15 weeks of grinding through marathon training. I hope to come out on the other side of that, that we have good weather in Berlin, and that I'm able to run the kind of race I know I'm capable of.

Sunday, April 28, 2019

Never Scared

Never scared. I write these two words to convince myself that I am up for whatever comes next. When I wrote my last blog post at the end of December, I was not even able to run but I was somehow optimistic about the forthcoming spring. I did not know when I would be able to run, yet I still set goals for 2019. I was able to return to running at the end of January. I became increasingly aggravated through January. I was able to visit a cardiologist who basically tore up every assessment of my health since last fall. I had been following the ER Doctor's orders. My troponin levels were still slightly elevated and I was told I had had viral myocarditis. The cardiologist told me that was not true. They scheduled me for a bunch of new tests but told me that I could return to running. I was told to build back slowly and stop if things felt how they did last fall.

I was so excited that I ran two miles when I got home. I was tired. I was exhausted. There was snow on the ground. I barely cracked 8:00 pace. I didn't care. I was back.

I ran 2,3, and 4 mile runs for two weeks. Then I ran six miles. It was hard. I was breathing hard, but it did not feel like how I felt last fall. I felt out of shape (which I was) but not like I could not breathe. I pushed forward. After weeks of 15 and 25 miles, I hit 40 in week 3 with a 10 mile run @ 7:00 pace. There were no signs to slow down so I bumped up to 50 miles the next week. I brought back light workouts. By the end of February, I had built my mileage up to 60, with a long run of 15, and got through a 5 x 1600 workout @ 5:45 pace. I had been signed up for the NYC Half Marathon in mid-March so flew out to see family/friends and do the race. I was scared, but I told myself not to be. I loved running and was able to do what I loved again.

3/17 NYC Half Marathon: I thought I could run anything from 1:21-1:24. I purposefully started slow. I hit mile 1 in maybe a few seconds under 6:20. I felt good. I checked my watch at mile two and was sub-6:10. By mile 4, I had just dipped below 6:00. Surely there was a mistake. Surely I could not be hitting these splits. My best "tempo" had been 3 miles at the end of a long run around 6:00 pace. Now I was doing that early in a half marathon. Mile 5 climbed up and over the Manhattan Bridge. This is where things fall apart. I split just under 6:30, which was pretty good considering the incline. I took a deep breath at the top, looked at the city in front of me, and smiled. I felt good. I was having fun. I made a decision to see what I was capable of on the day. I put my head down and split a mile in the 5:30s/40s down the bridge. By mile 8, I was doing math and thought I could dip under 1:20:00. By 10 miles, I was thinking 1:19:00 might be in play. After some hills at the end of the race, I crossed the finish line in 1:19:06 (6:02/mile). 5k splits: 19:14, 18:58, 18:28 (1st 10k in 38:12 = 6:08 pace), 18:36 (37:04 from 10k to 20k = 5:57 pace), 3:50- 5:38 pace to the finish. I was emotional. I was shocked. This race cemented to me that I could get back to my old self. It would take some time but I was not done yet.

3/24 Shamrock Shuffle 8k: I was in the "elite" field based on my past times. I figured with a half marathon in my legs, running 5:45-5:50 pace for 5 miles sounded about right. Shamrock is a huge Chicago race. The gun went off and I tried to run slow and let people get out in front of me. I still was a touch under 5:40 at mile 1. Too fast. Mile 2 was a little faster. I hit 5k in 17:20ish. I hit 4 miles in 22:20ish = 5:35/mile. I closed the last .97 miles @ 5:24 pace with a fantastic last 400m. I ran 27:35. This was a PR. I could have run faster than this in the past but have not run many 8k's. I have yet to put a good 10k together so I never hit anything faster en route. After the race, I scrapped my idea about running the 25k Champs in May and opted for a half marathon in Indianapolis instead. I did not think I would be able to get into half marathon pr shape by May but this race made me think twice about that. I signed up for the 500 Festival Half, with the thought that I could run faster than 1:16:40.

4/7 Good Life Race 5k: 16:44 -- 5:13, 5:26-5:35-:30 (5:23 pace). I went to a Bulls game the night before, ate junk, drank beer, stayed out too late. Temps were a little warm after getting through my first Chicago winter. I got out a little too hot but was in a solid pack of runners. I hung with four others through 2 miles but then fell off. I was having, erm, digestive issues by that point and was just trying to get to the finish without, erm, you get the point. I ended up out kicking one other runner from that group. We were spread out from 16:30-16:45. I would have liked to have been closer to 16:30 but know with better (or different- balance is important, I had a good time at the game) choices that I could have been there. I hadn't really done a lot of speed work so this result was the third surprising race result in a row. I've run 16:36 on the track so this is my road PR. I threatened my track PR and I know, with more training & with specific training, that I can go a lot faster.

4/13 Lakefront 10 Miler: 57:57 (5:47 pace). I got 57:50ish on my watch, not sure what happened there. I did a big workout mid-week (8x800m in 2:43 + 4 x 400m in 76) so just wanted to show up and run hard for 10 miles. The weather was okay -- it was in the 40s which is good for me but there were 15mph gusts. Miles 2-5 and then parts of 9 & 10 were into the wind. I ran in a big pack of maybe a dozen runners for a good portion of the race. I thought breaking 57:00 might be in the cards but with no taper and the weather I knew that wasn't going to happen at the turnaround. There was someone pacing our little group who announced they would be adding in a couple of faster miles and took off just before 8 miles. I found myself in the lead and decided to test my fitness. Our predicted finish time was a shade over 58:00. I knew if I put in a couple of good miles I could come in under that. I went to the front of the group and split a 5:39 mile to pull away. I was in 8th overall and starting to close the gap on 7th who had always been well in front of our group. By 9.25, however, I had been caught by three people. I really hit a wall for a quarter mile when I turned back into the wind by myself. I had gone too early. 9.25-9.75 you navigate a grass hill and then head towards a 1 lap of the track finish. We climbed the hill as a group of 4. I managed to pass back 2 out of the 3. I had a strong finish on the track but my legs felt like bricks, and had felt that way since the earlier miles. My legs weren't fresh. I didn't taper. I'm all in on a May 4th Half so I knew that going in. I finished 9th overall, with one runner 3 seconds up on me and another 7. 6th place was 56-low. On a better day, 57-low or 56-high would have been about right. 7th would have been the ceiling but I was nonetheless optimistic. 57:57 comes out to just under 1:16 half marathon pace. On tired legs! With a couple of good, intentional weeks, I thought I could add some more fitness and maybe put sub-1:15 in play.

4/17- 3 miles @ 5:35, 3:00 jog, 6 x 2:00 @ 5:12 pace, 2:00 easy, 3 miles @ 5:42 pace
4/20- 1600m in 5:16, 8 x 300m (55 >>> 52), 200m in 33
4/21- 18 miles @ 6:45 pace
4/24- 3 x (3200m, 400m) w./ 400 jogs: 11:15 (5:38, 5:37), 75, 11:15 (5:40, 5:35), 76, 11:12 (5:40, 5:32), 72

I really hit the two big workouts on 4/17 and 4/24. 1:15:00 for a half marathon is 11:22 for 3200m or 5:43 per mile. I did my quality all under those times in those workouts. I have now started an actual taper and hope to come out on the other side feeling fresh. As they say, the hay is in the barn. I've made my fitness deposits and can only hope that my body responds and that we get good weather. I'll be in Indy on Saturday and will be trying to update my half marathon PR that I set in 2017 six months after having a blood clot. The doctor that I'm working with now thinks I might have had a repeat clot last fall. This race will come six months after my most recent hospital state. Coincidence? I think not but I would really like to stop this cycle of going to the hospital at all!! All I can say is that I have been so grateful to just be able to train the last few months. I have smiled more often in everyday life. I enjoyed the ride for sure. Now I want to see it pay off. I believe that I can crack 1:15:00 or come very close. A good day is seeing 1:14 on the clock or 1:15-mid. A day I'll still feel good about is seeing a PR even if it is by a couple of seconds. I am still a little nervous about racing with so many unknowns surrounding my medical history. All I can tell myself is that I feel good and that I am prepared. Fear is something that can be turned into energy, into opportunity. I'm going to use that to tackle this half marathon and hopefully see a result indicative of what I have been working towards for years.

#StopTheClot